i'm starting to believe that nothing ever changes and no one ever changes and i don't change
the only thing that changes is the number on the calendar and the temperature outside and the faces that come and go. but the numbers in my head that add up to equal the sum of my misguided thoughts don't change
each and every time i wonder if it's worth it.
the battles will bend and break me the battles will tear me down and the cycle always wins the war.
the cycle says that this is the year that i, once again, contemplate the end
the cycle says that i am too cowardly and that it isn't time
not yet.
someday the cycle will say today is the day: let go and you'll be free.