i felt like doing nothing
nothing at all
it was nighttime
and i'm feeling the need to fall
why must it be this way?
i could do anything i want,
whenever i want
but this time,
i could not
because this time
is when i always think of you

so i lay
in this cold bed of mine
wishing for your warmth
and reminding myself
how that felt before
oh that indescribable feeling

so i lay
very very still
doing nothing but ****
the time that's left
by staring at the ceiling
of my cold room
wishing for your warmth again