when youre glued to your apartment and you know all the treasures are spread through the garden but you cant get up to appreciate the fruit no matter how free and abundant they are i will be starving alone and away from you. when your thoughts occupy so much space away from you because noone is there to fill them i wont be there. but you should understand. i will be suffering in my own tank sperate from you never knowing of our bond. even if we're choked and eaten by the same beast we'll never know to scream oneanothers names. we will stay all alone if we continue to act as such.