He bought and sold things, much like the man who sold balloons in the park, fashioning them into strange animals mostly fastened to wooden sticks, except for the helium headed ones they remind me of you, floating high and lofty out of reach, wanting escape from ties and pulling strings drifting from the city moving countrywards many are mesmerized by the migration the fantastical triumph of levitation they wait for days, years under trees but not I, I am no longer drunk by hot air and helium dreams