sometimes i close my eyes and all i see is black i am alone, there is nothing else in the world. it is peaceful, until i begin to think: what if there is nothing else? what if this is all there is? does my existence really matter this little? what is the point? i think and think but someday i'll realize that my thoughts matter as little as my life. but sometimes i close my eyes and all i see is white i am a speck in the sea of wonder that is the universe. it is comforting, until i begin to think: what if there is something else? what if it is truly infinite? does my existence really matter this little? what is the point? i think and think but i've come to realize that my thoughts matter as little as my life.