I don't recall waking up most days But I remember what side you lay your head on the bed I've forgotten the first day I died inside Though I know when you did I revolve my memories around other people's solar systems Where do I lay my dreams and mistakes? Do you memorize where my constellations are in the night sky? Have I known your beauty like you do mine? Is life a fleeting ecstasy or are we eternal? Let the gods bear witness to our seasonal struggle.