the more i grab for
the more you pull away
the more help i offer
the more disgusted you look
you are breaking my heart
and at the same time
    getting off
           evil
    twisted
or just plain mean
whatever it is you've got
don't give it to me
this is the perfect time
for a thorough hand washing
****
i'm gonna shuck you to the ground
give you a final spit
and walk away

do what you want
without me.