Slightly dizzy and in awe  
feeling connected  
to some obscure and forgotten god  
engineered by my pen  
almost as a necessity  
to explain the unknown
feelings that lay beneath  

I look outside  
all that I am  
is reflected on the surrounding sea  
of blue and white  

I peak between the clouds  
and see dots  
washing into a puzzle of colours    
souls clinging to seconds, minutes  
hours  

In my mind  
the closer I get to god  
the tinier I am  
a grain in a vast and endless  
desert of sand