the voices in my head tell me to walk away from the pain and misery that is suffocating me i beg i plea for them to stop torturing me let me be my silence is just another word for my pain the voices are screaming in my brain showing me my flaws making me want to put a gun between my jaws and pull the trigger i will just take another swig of the liquor to silence my pain i wish god never gave me a brain i feel like a wild beast which could never be tamed people tell me I'm insane i say you only see one part of me which is being ripped apart.