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Jon Tobias
Poems
Jun 2011
I Will Never
I’d rather die young
Than grow old
I will not follow in the footsteps of deliriousness
Hands trembling
To grasp at the memories
Or names
I refuse to forget my own name
Or stutter at heartache
Until I bite my own tongue
I refuse to grow old like you
To give up like you
I’d rather keep a noose
Tied tightly to my birth
To yank me like a ripcord
The second my voice sounds like yours
Trap the hate in my throat
Keep the old out’a my bones
The quiver out’a my knees
My son
Will never have to carry me to the bathroom
Or wonder if I loved him
He will never grow old like we did
Embrace the cold like we did
Beg people to hold him until he falls asleep at night
Just so he can remember
The warmth
**** going gently
And crying at the light
**** being forgiven
For letting the world fall apart
My son
And my brother
Will be so much stronger than we were
They will know that I love them
And they will know that they are safe at night
They will never carry me anywhere
Even if it’s my coffin
To its grave
Written by
Jon Tobias
San Diego
(San Diego)
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