I surrender to the fear
I surrender to your anger
surrender to the demons holding  me here
surrender to all the hate
to the air that I calling me away from
all the surrendering
im surrenedering to all the wrong this
I cant be stuffed fighting

I surrender to you
your hurtful words
my worthlessness
my uselessness
ugliness

but I surrender to your eyes and words
that lead me as I ended up in your bed
playing this same hurtfull
mistake in my head over and over again