words make me smile and the blue is overwhelming memories stream back in and i know this is for the best at least i now feel better i missed these words and although they are not the same you still make me feel the blue and i know i may never see the red of your kitchen or feel the red softness of your sweatshirt or notice the way you smell early in the morning at least i can still think about you know that i once called you my own have the memories and at least you know how i feel even though i know you don't feel the same at all