You left a hickey on my neck- claiming that it was your way of telling every other glancing boy that I was yours But you never wanted to get ash on your clothes from my fallout and it just kept coming you said you loved me like a friend but ****** me like the enemy and now I find myself hating Thursdays because watching you drive away from me in the lightening storm made me hate myself even more In an instant I had become everything I told myself I would not