The coffee gurgles

                                The oven fan hums
It's 2:12
                                                          In the afternoon

and we're getting ready to eat breakfast


You're sitting

right
next
to
me

                                             PERFECTLY FINE

You're keeping it together?

You are keeping it together.


And I'm falling apart at the seams.

Keep laughing

                            Keep that smile on your face

iknowthatshowyoudeal


But it pains me

to see you this way

                                                               I don't want to be hurting alone...
...it makes this all so much worse

.

.

.
.
.
.... I did  this........                      to ................  both
                                    ....of                                          us.

I KNOW

                                    iguessimlivingwiththeconsequencesnow

I'm STRONG
                                                     I don't need you.......


......but i do

                            I'm not sure you'll ever see how much.



i miss you

                                                          and


you're                       right                       next              to                     me