The mattress swallowing me in so deep I can feel my heart beat between my chest and the sheets
The darkness around me shadowing my vision for the future
The silence around me is so loud I cannot hear  a thing
My eyes are so blurry from the waterfalls streaming down my cheek
   My head is exploding from the overbearing thoughts of you not being here
My legs are so restless all they wanna do is run to you  no matter the distance
My hands pulling out my hair while I wonder why you left me for her????