I carelessly look into time without any quarrel knowing how irrelevant everything seem possessing little power or almost very meager its forbidden to feel but the temptation is divine we are birds that needs to fly magnitude of life takes us all i carelessly examine my body with thick sheets of disappointments yet i hold onto my nerves trying not to fail again entrance is too thick and my longings are too big return with time i long to be sought but there is too less time to feel it is forbidden to cry your heart out