This is not a poem, it is an outcry. A friend, a mentor, a shield, that's what she was. Now, i feel i am under scrutiny under her gaze. No longer a friend but a foe, how did that happen? I wish it was because of something real, but no, it is not. Its about ego, mine, hers and everyone's. When did we (i) become so self centered? Now, i let go of whatever it was that was causing this. I want to be free, and free indeed. From my bitter self, from my other half.