A love that is not tangible One that stands just close enough to reach for With the illusion that it is close enough to touch It isn't It is sweet and lures you in like a blind man to beautiful music I look at him, wide eyed gaze as my heart seizes inside of my chest Lips pursed in expectation of what may never be The way my knees break at the sound of your voice Like I am bowing down to God I save your words, tucking them into my pocket because I only hear something so gentle and alluring so much And suddenly the anxiety of truth wraps itself around my chest Reminding my heart beat to slow because it is no use in getting so worked up Over something so unattainable