Here lies
a romanticized dream
Cut down and faded
So far from what I created
A special place just for love
Now tainted with verbalized shoves
All the time spent
building us up
Just look at us now
More arguments than ****
So much negativity
Cutting me down
Watching as the prayers
Sink away and drown
It's a shame that simply
by being ourselves
Creates feelings so awful
We live in a hell
Can't be too honest
Can't reveal it all
Keep **** to ourselves
Count bruises when we fall
Waiting for the day
We throw it all up and say,
"We gave it our best.
Finally it's time
for our eternal rest."
We stop fighting and screaming
In peace we find meaning
That a week can go by
without heartache and fights.

092313 ~ 10.35a