You were there for so long, keeping me up right and locked in the same position to fix the things underneath my skin. Things I can't see without other's devices. All of these fractured, cracked and shattered bits of me started to come back together. Never close to how I was. But the vest version of me that is capable of existing now.
Now you've been serrated from me. Shrapnel of you flew everywhere as the pieces of us were ripped and removed, all that's left of you and me is an empty shell of what was. My protection from this world is now just hazardous debris.
Adjusting to this different version of myself, it's skin I don't recognize and doesn't feel like mine. This scaffolding of happiness can never fully integrate with so much of me missing.