I just wanna feel okay
One day
Without hating myself
regretting the things I do
A day without the thought
that I don't matter
I'm insignificant
Just one day
I'm so tired of being hurt
"needing therapy"
not wanting to get out of bed
so tired of people leaving
people assuming
tired of music not helping,
when it's the only thing that ever did,
so tired of no sleep,
dark eyes for days,
from the fight with my mind.
I'm so tired of being me,
and ruining everything I've ever loved,
ever needed,
I'm so tired of being the way I am,
and not changing.