"Lately it's so hard to awake Knowing your no longer there beside Me to feel my ache. Trying to close these eyes of tears, it's then when you automatically appear. I question. Is this a dream, Or a torture ? A punishment for the Times I faltered. The sun has again filled the green hills where we once spent So much time, but in the distance clouds of gray Will consume the day, and leaving me speechless with nothing more to say."