I try to be poetic
yet,
I only babble words

I try to speak the truth
yet,
I only live in sin

I try to love
yet,
I only hurt others

I try not feel pain
yet,
I always bleed

I try to find friends
yet,
only to be let down

I try to help others
yet,
only to hit walls

I try to have a purpose
yet,
only not to find it

I try to have passion
yet,
only if I knew what it meant

I trying to find God
yet,
only just getting to know him