I want you to be the only one I can think off
when I talk to boys,
when I am with another guy,
when I see pictures of guys,
when I read cute love poems
and see cute love posts.

You told me you'd hold out for me. I guess I was holding on to an empty lie. You told me you love only me. I believed you. I trusted you.
You said I could use this one day. I did today. And it broke my heart. I love you. I love you still. You are the only one I love. But you lied to me. It shatters me. I love you so much it hurts. You used to say the same.
I love you Pauline. I'm sorry I'm not enough. I told you from the beginning. I'm a failure. I am nothing. You are the only one to ever call me cute. Even that was a lie.
Change your password now. I'm sorry.
~Kiyuki.

**lies? You don't know how much I love you, do u? I'm sorry I don't express it enough... thanks for trusting me.
I'm sorry... but the poem... I do think about you when I talk to guy friends and see pics of other guys... and all that. I didn't explicitly say I did or did not, but I do think of u....I still do. I used to and still do. Though its different now... I keep my mouth shut and don't talk about u as much as I used to... the people in my school... unforgiving.
I used to say the same and I still say the same. Because its true.
I love you Kiyuki.
You're more than enough, too good for me... so don't say that ever again. You are my everything.
You are cute.
Nothing was a lie.
I'm not changing it. Passwords matter to me, and you matter to me. So ill keep it like that, thanks.
-Pauline.