Nostalgia is a bitter-sweet pill, I taste it as the wind tickles My bare shoulders, just like His breath used to, I drink it when I remember The dizzy euphoria of devouring His wine-kissed lips, Oh what I wouldn't give To have him tiptoe back into My existence and grab me by my waist, Erase the bitterness and replace it With the sweetness of himself. Oh what I wouldn't give To have him fill in the blanks He's left in my poetry, Replenish the drought, the paucity Of his most sacred gift to me, Words If he'd return, My words would too.