My mother just told me she was leaving
That the pain caused by my family was far to great
That the years of verbal and physical abuse from my father killed her
But while she told me this
Tears in her eyes wanting to know if I'd be alright
If this was far too big a burden for me to handle
I did not react
Just simply got annoyed at the fact that she took me away from my game
I was annoyed that she told me she wanted to die
And even my sister was in tears
But I said nothing
And I only glanced back at my computer impatiently
and I still don't care
I still don't care if she leaves or stays
I only care if it means that I'm alone
Because that is my only solace
Perhaps I am mad or heartless
I don't know
and
I don't care