When I only live in my past When my future is unknown When my present is unshown When my life path Is buried with stones When im so uncertain What I'm supposed to be I just do what i know Do what i've seen Only staying here Because i don't know how to die Only doing what ive seen And surrounded by people alive Wishing I left Knowing im a mess With so much stress And no rest It's a pain to live It's like im consistently getting hit Unable to get up From this never ending hole I'm staying alive But i don't know my role I look in the mirror And don't know what ive become So much hate Not enough love And one day I realize all this stuff I realize I've had enough And hold the knife In the hands of mine But I can't make the move Because I see my mamas eyes And I drop the knife And realize I have to survive For my young ones life's Because they did the same for mine So another day I stay alive Another day of pain Another night of cry An another day I try To find the hope And the rope That'll get me out Of the never ending hole And realizing its about time To put my life on forward An off of rewind And put on that smile Even if its fake No one will know the difference Because no ones been through the same I move the stones Sent from devin find my future leave behind my past Show my rath Because I do what I need And not what I've seen