And I guess it pained me to see
How saying my goodbye didn't bother you
For I greatly hoped that you would regret
All the things that you have done

I expected you to feel sad
And want to take me back or once more hold my hand
I assumed you would say no, don't go
Or at least show me you were still holding on

I thought you would feel guilt and hurt
And that there would be a change in your whole mood
For I have sought to simply let you be
After I told you all that I felt and what I still do

But as you casually smiled at me
I knew, you did not feel a thing
Maybe you were hiding it (and well, you've done a great job)
Or maybe there was simply nothing left to feel for me anymore

For maybe, you have already stated your goodbye
Long ago, without me knowing
And maybe, it was when you left me without warning
When I was still willing to be in your arms while hurting and loving