I awaken to sunlight filtering through the blinds and pouring into the empty coffee cup on the nightstand. I am warm, but not from a lover. The empty space in my bed and in my chest serves as a reminder that the warmth is from the radiator. I sometimes wonder, on mornings like this, if there is an alternate universe where you are the one awake, watching sunlight filtering through the blinds and filling the empty coffee cup on the nightstand, but not the empty space in your bed or in your chest.