I want to be me
but at this moment
right now
I am at a loss for
who
that is.

I'm pulled back,
observing myself
at about 10 feet above.
No high, no low,
just feeling the
moment as it passes.

Not comfortably numb,
Distressfully emotionless.
I want to feel,
because in feeling is
the idea of self.

I am my emotion,
not just my thoughts.
I want me back.
I want to be here now.