I cannot speak to you in metaphor. It is not enough to paint me as the water and you as the boulder I crash upon, and wash clean. Certain truths cannot be betokened by something else. Your hands, for instance, are your hands.
And when I think of what else you could have become I do not think of the metal badge you wore when I was young. There were many nights when I kissed you goodbye before you left, in the kitchen you painted with those hands.
Hands now dry, now lame. When I hold your hand I forget who is the child -old. Who is the parent -young. It is hands in hands. I tell myself nothing could be more plain.