I wish you would trust me and keep in your mind that I am faithful and honest I try to show you I love you and I care but with all your second guessing it's hard to keep showing you I don't cheat or lie and I will always be 100% honest with you I know you keep things from me I can see it in your eyes, I know you don't think I notice but I do but I wait for you to open up and talk to me. the fight is getting tiresome please understand that if you don't trust me and continue to doubt me there will be no more fight left in me to keep this relationship going. please understand that without trust and honest from both people there is no relationship.. you say it's your past that creeps up on you and makes you think, but guess what I've been hurt too I've been used, taken advantage of, cheated on, lied to, I've been a bet to many and a charity case to others, I've been used as revenge or lead on and thrown to waste. we all have our pasts but we all need to become stronger then our fears. I don't hold my past against you so why must you hold yours against me? Please... learn to trust...