somehow, and this is sitting in my stomach, won't digest, hurting
aching, like a coldplay song, extends through the bars, leading me to...bars
****, ****, this and that
afraid of ******* something good up, always afraid of that
like my life is a tender, gentle fabric, of brilliance, and my hands are hole punchers, synths, sythers, synthesizers out of key, constantly playing the wrong melody