In the game of profit and loss
It is very painful to take the latter
Especially once im consistently profitable
Much harder, is to swallow the bitter pill
And much much harder, is to let the money go into someones else pocket
Such is the game I play
Of bitter and sweet
Of risk and reward
Painful is the game I play
Of profit and loss
Of up and down

Lessons are learnt,
2 in this loss
1) never entirely trust self, for my cap is not enough to tank like the banks
2) cut it at BE, when chance arises ! I had 2 !

Now, the bloodshed continues, where will it go, i dont know
I am in pain,
I am in the red
I am in a drawdown,
That I let myself in

ONLY I CAN LET MYSELF FAIL;
LEARN LEARN LEARN
Today bitterness tomorrow sweetness.