sheer curtains allow for street lamp glows passing through, illuminate the walls playing with shadows, silhouette of life not there silence of all things, but thoughts screaming comfort in being alone, spending time with myself serenity, surrounded by dark like I can glow when the light is all gone when street lamps dim and shadows die I can be alone loving myself, as if I am the only thing I'll ever need it matters, finding comfort in being alone room of closed door and windows walls of lilac, cold hard floor where the walls tell me secrets and lilac smiles through its cracks cold hard floor chuckles as it chills the air bliss if I have ever known it surrounded by nothing but feeling everything as I play with the shadows stare at the silhouettes of life not there I feel the comfort of being alone