When I finally get to sit down and breath
I feel like I made it
Nope
It’s just the beginning
The little light that’s guiding my way
Is getting harder and harder to see
The blackness darkness is covering my view
I try to push my way through
Running towards the light
Like a child running towards her arms, he stops
Playing with every toy
Like me
On my towards the light
I get distracted
I trip over every stump
I get up with blood on my leg
I continue running
The faster and longer I run
I want to give up
Like a marathon
I run longer and longer
Trying to catch my breath
I pray for strength
I pray for it to be over
I can win this
I can do it
I ran more
I slowed down to walk
I felt sick
Weak
No
I can do this
I need to continue
I ran
I fell
Again
The stump
Now a rock
Blood on my arm
I got up and ran
Where am I going
The light is dim
I hear noises
Nobody is around
They are in my head
Demons
I ran faster
My strength is almost gone
The voices are flooding my mind
A demon jumps on me
Pulling him off
Running faster
His claws are in my back
Great, more blood
I feel more
Another rock
One demon
Two demons
I’m gone
I slowly look up
...Where’s the light?