Forever just a failure with dark circles and tired eyes small shaky hands messed up face just as messy hair music too loud maybe ****** in the head anxious thoughts intense fear in crowds only feel at home in between music notes indecisive never know what's wanted needed deserved not what's desired hates going places deserves all the hate never eats what's on the plate can't keep a friendship forever unhealthy looking either too big or too small the quiet thing that no one notices always tired, always sleeping just a failure by design not a **** thing is right