I spoke of you today..
My chest got tight and I wanted to cry..
I never speak of you..
There's no one to listen... or to understand
Someone asked today...
And I spoke of you for real...
Of us and how we were...
It was strange and tight in my heart. ..
To have kept silent so long..
Never speaking and to suddenly open up felt strange. ..
That tightness in my chest still remains

E.J.M.