im not the one you exchange nervous giggles with
the hand you hold in public
the lips you kiss in front of your friends
the one you tell them about with an excited glint in your eye
the one that causes your heart to pick up at the sight of

no

im the one you fall back on
the one you practically ignore until you need me
the lips you kiss out of lust
the hands you guide to please you
the one you never speak about
the one that will always be there to come ******* in a bathroom stall
who will send you pictures so you have something to do on those lonely nights when you miss her and im the only one there
im not your first choice
hell i was never even a choice to begin with

oh i wish i was
i wish you loved me half as much as you love her
but i guess it was never meant to be that way