I hate it when I cant
Stop
Thinking
About what could be
What should be going on

I hate it when you do
That
Thing
You do. It tears
My emotions to shreds

I hate it when I my
Stomach
Flutters
Just for you
Everytime you’re around

I hate it when I long
For
Something
To change
When I know it really won’t

I hate it when you still
Act
So
Wonderful. Because
That’s just who you are

I hate it when I wait
Until
Nobody  
Wants you
But you know that’s impossible

I hate it when you
Show
Up
Everywhere I am
Because it makes me feel too great

I hate it when you don’t
Notice
One
Thing
Though that would hardly matter

I hate knowing all of this
But
Knowing
You
Know nothing of it at all