Would you be my lil angel when I die
to guide me and show me the world once lied
to me when I said that I wanted to live a normal life
Would you be my lil cutthroat kiss
To let me know that I'm still having this
nightmare of living alone what a waste of life

I think that everybody knows, what I've said but never what I did
But God knows that I'm holding on stayed standing on my feet
So stop pretending you cared when you just stood there and stared
I think that everybody shows, a flickering light a false sense of hope
But I know that it won't work I've been that road so many times I think
So stop pretending you heard, me called your name well I never did

I'm going 150 miles I'm ******* drunk I'm unstable
My vision blurred can't see a ****! and and I'm unable
To control my breathing heavy feet on the gas
Horns wailing headlights flashing I think I'm going to crash
God?He doesn't have the time to listen to me now
So I'll just have to recite my own eulogy as a vow
That when I get straight to hell I'll make sure to be bad
Cause this life you gave me is the worst I've ever had