It’s back to apathy for me,
These aren't my intentions, but they are my retention's
I've wanted to live and love duty bound and nothing short of proud,
I’m loyal, willing to work, I’m honest even when you give me reason to doubt you,
I’m loving, even when you’re spiteful
I’m too willing to forgive,
But finally, I’m hateful that I can’t hate.
So I’d rather feel nothing.
If I could, but it would seem
I can’t escape.