I can't sleep. Paranoia creeps into my bones. I can feel my body coil. It hasn't even been 24 hours and look at me. I'm pacing back and forth. Imagining. Worst case. I lose you forever. Worst case. You hate me. What a catastrophe that would be. Earth shattering. Best case. You're busy. The more likely scenario. Why am I going so crazy? Please say you'll forgive me. Come back. I'm lonely.