You call me stingy And yes I am And stronger now than when my heart was weak and flimsy and girlish And you took my love And tossed it aside And now you say again wait wait wait Let us try And sure why not? It's just our hearts On the line Mine has cracked open and I can see inside. Ouch and wow and yay!!! So do not wonder why it is that I stand still and scratch my head While my heart beats away all the beats it has left And then my head, wondering At your ways, your odd ways While inside I quake and hope and yes fear but even still I want to...why? It is a woman's heart now inside me A woman's head It is still the thoughts and the hope of love and opening and touching Presents and smiling and laughing and sharing and trusting That we are kindred spirits And we know how amazing it could be, we can feel it That maybe this time is our time It is the stuff of my dreams Our coming together But I am not a yo yo or your toy And you are not mine And yes I get mad But I don't bother trying to get even I'd rather be trusted and respected than loved or hated We both have ****** it all up I own it. Do you? And I am sorry Missed the cues Misunderstood Me not more than you Think about that It was not only me who erred That is where we seemed to fall Both of us blaming me and that is not fair but neither is life And I don't like the word blame anyway
But my love for who you are is true No matter what And I still want to kiss you And hug you And things I'm just here you know? And you are there Is there a bridge?
I do not understand subtlety always especially when I don't know who is you anymore and that's the way you want it fine it's not brave but ok I understand why and my yes my words are indicators of what my actions would be but no I do not read minds and I can not understand what is invitation and what is go away so help me with that I have tried so hard but I can't do it all by myself so