Before I met you,
I didn't know it was possible to fall this hard.
I was broken,
Rebuilding my walls,
Hiding myself away like hidden treasure,
So that no one would find me
And hurt me.

But then you came.

Despite all my hiding,
My head poked out from behind the walls,
And that was enough for me to fall for you,
Hard.

And today, today is your birthday.
To be honest, you deserve much much more,
Something real to hold,
Something physically there.
But well, I can't exactly fly to SA right now,
And I don't have your address to ship you or mail you a letter or gift...
So I guess I'll settle with attempting to describe how much you mean to me
And how simply amazing you are.

You've been there for me always,
Cared for me despite whatever state you're in.
For that I thank you.
Just knowing you've had a good day,
That you are smiling...
It takes me to Shangri-la.
You are my one joy,
The most important thing in the world to me.
I don't care what anyone says,
What my demons whisper in my ears at night,
Reminding me that you are too good for me,
That you are more than an ocean away...
All I know is that I love you and I love you.
I accept the fact that I might get hurt,
I've let myself crawl out from behind the walls, to stop hiding.
I've stripped down my soul and heart,
Left it bare for you to see.

You are incredible in your own right,
The soothing voice that melts away all my worries,
Your kind words,
Your face... those lips that I just want to kiss...
Your texts.
Ah yes, your texts...
I look forward to them everyday,
That sense of you seeping into every word you send me...
And I love you.

:) so I hope you have a simply splendid birthday, in which you are happy and get to enjoy and celebrate the past year and anticipate the new year ^.^ finally 17! Woohoo! :D You are freaking amazing, enchanting, enrapturing, ensnaring even. You make me happy and just the thought of you makes me smile, the sound of your name makes my heart skip a beat... waiting for you physically hurts, everything reminds me of you, and I just want to meet you... <3 thank you for putting up with my neediness and insanity, even when I ***** up. Thank you for caring, for just being there for me always. Je t'aime avec tout mon cœur.

Sorry I **** at this, gifts, poems and whatnot... ^^" but yea, here goes nothing... :3

I made a scavenger hunt thing for you.... :$ the links should lead to different things for your birthday, hope some make you smile? Lol, but uh I can't put links in here, it won't let me save them, so uh ill send them to you by email and by kik, okay? ^^"
(Listen to "spaceman" by the killers and "teenagers" by my chemical romance when you do this and read this ^^)