Potted flowers have a base Something you didn’t have, couldn’t have I remembered your smell yesterday while Cleaning out the laundry room – the one with the Cactus plant you loved and the huge windows with painted Dragonflies in the corners Some days I skip 6pm meals My hair is starting to look like brown rose stems The thorns landed in my hands and every time I go to touch you I bleed first I've started studying maps The more I try to draw out my way The more tangled my veins get, stuck to the beat Of a song glued to the sun of our Monday morning Pancakes and forehead kisses I can't get enough of mint chocolate or turtles The green ones seem too intrepid not to appreciate The ones in my dreams don’t swim