Every single day of my life,
I had nothing else to wish but to have amnesia,
To forget all the pain I'm living every single day..
I am breathing but I'm not alive..

Every day, I felt like I am about to die because of this pain.
All the troubles I've been,
I wish I was with you,
but you were with her instead..

I didn't ask for Forever and Always,
but you guaranteed me that I could have it,
I thought it could happen with you,
but then again, my thought remained as it is..

Even though I'm hurting,
I couldn't ask for anything but your happiness,
I never want to see you hurting.
Your pain makes me weak.

You keep my hopes up,
But you don't stay true to your word.
You gave me reasons,
Reasons that I can't understand.

I'm lost with my life,
My whole world fell apart again,
When your world fell,
You had someone to catch it..

I know you don't care anymore,
You can't even answer my questions straight..
I'm not yet ready to let you go.
But I have to.