You should practise joy more often, it becomes you and the radiance in your eyes when you receive what others take for granted is, for me, the greatest gift and the deepest sorrow. For you should not have to live on the crumbs and these small kindnesses are your due, what you deserve not what you should have to crave. I cannot understand how one so giving of her love has received so little in return. So, like a beautiful antique bureau that has been moved too many times by careless owners, your burnished mahogany heart has been chipped and scarred and my cargoes of love often find anchor in a harbour of doubt. My words may fall short of your hesitant ear but perhaps your mouth believes my kisses, your body believes my arms and in my eyes can you see how your joy begets my joy?