And all that looking for you....and there you were.
Just as you've always been.
And my gut clenched.. and my heart dropped....
and you waited.
You chased me again....
Against my better judgment, I stopped
How could I not?
The one thing that I've wanted most for 4 **** months.......
Hugging you completely undid me...
All that hurt and loss, overwhelmingly hit me and
I couldn't stop......

E.J.M.