amidst who you are and who you could be amidst how it is and how it should be...
there is a pursuit and some stories to tell of shaking hopes and spaces where you fell...
there isn't a place where you'd escape and hide everything pressing against and the walls on all your side...
you are bleak cold bruised and sore but you have to try try lift yourself up off the floor...
and forget all those what you feel, what you say stand up straight to face it never happened yesterday...
its hard to make one understand, the choices he made in the past, and the suffering it brings, yet, we hold against it, making oneself belief, that he can be better than that...